For a long time, I had a drive to meet my goals. I created a calendar that had a point system that would see my being able to purchase a flute for myself when I had reached 5,000 points.
I got points for exercising, eating my veggies, drinking water, not drinking pop, and a few other things.
This system has resulted in pretty incredible, long-lasting, changes for the better.
But, lately, I don’t feel inspired to work towards that prize like I once did.
Does this mean I should find a new prize? Has the idea of owning a flute grown stale to me?
People talk about “the big why” when you are trying to lose weight. I have mine, and one day I’ll share it with you.
But, I tend to be more inspired by tangible things. And, learning to play the flute is something I think I would, greatly, enjoy. I play the trombone, but I find it difficult to play and enjoy because I spend the entire time thinking the sound of it will be annoying to the neighbours.
But, who doesn’t like the sweet, melodic, sounds of a flute?
So, I re-did my calendar today. After a day of abysmal eating.
I hadn’t prepared food for the week.
And, I’m looking for that spark of inspiration that had me so excited at the idea of owning a flute. Maybe I need to pick another prize.
Until I feel that inspiration return to me I am going to put into practice that old trick, and am going to ‘fake it, ’till I make it’.
And so, with that, I am going to sign-off from here, go to the kitchen and boil eggs, wash lettuce, prepare salmon and get myself ready for a healthy week.
These are the moments that really count in the battle to be healthy. Not the ones where everything comes easy.
To the battle I go. Inspiration be damned.